Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Lonliness

Why do people have to be this lonely? What's the point of it all? Millions of people in this world, all of them yearning, looking to others to satisfy them, yet isolating themselves. Why? Was the earth put here just to nourish human loneliness?
Huraki Murakami
Sputnik Sweetheart

I love Murakami and his books.. I am facinated by japanese culture ( also Koreans to some Degree)
well but going back to the matter, why people have to be this lonely? I think it is the choice that we make ... I complain about being lonley all the time and I know this is me who pushy in relationship therefore incapable ( I know he is not refering to relationships only but as a person who has obvious relationship problems I use his words to analyze myself) I know I am very romantic yet I have lots of false dignity .
/But I don't think people deserve this isolation and it seems that the isolation is taking us all it is becoming a part of our life when was the last time that u took subway to work with ur friend? rho half of ur friends live close by ?
when was the last time u had a coffie with a friend?
When was the last time that u were available on MSN?
I am asking u my dear reader. how many times a day u receive a msg from a friend on google talk/MSN and.... and u don't reply it? how many emails a week u ignore or phone calls ?
I liked to give my friend a DVD I sent her an email and she never replied and I know she probably read the email couple of min after I sent it to her but I can not be mad at her . why not cuz another friend left a msg and I never replied his msg....
WE ARE ALL a cause to this loneliness and isolation but we are also a victim...
Why don't we talk to eachother like old days ? why do we all have an ipod in our pocket and listen to it all the time?
Why?
CUZ WE ARE LONELY WE ARE SO FUCKING LONELY and YET we don't want to admit it...
IPOD= LONELINESS

Me

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Title

There is a book Called Journey to the End of Night, people read The Catcher in the Rye everyday 10/10 of you who read this blog say it is ur fave book but none of u even heard of this book and I am sure that Salinger himself read this book before writing his book about a damn rich kid who is fucked up in his head but Salinger book is good I surely admit cuz it gives us what we want to read...ahh whatever I told one of my friends about this book and how I love the title and I find it amazing. she said the title sounds like a soap opera maybe she is right...
the title might be very meaningful to me but to her it is nothing more than a title of a soap opera. I read this book when I was 15 and I waited for this book for so long... In fact I wanted to read it when I was 12 but my mom said it is very depressing u may not want to read it and then it took me 3 years to have the courage to start reading the book. but I must say this book is not among my fav books at all I just love the title.. I am crazy yeah?