i want

I want ....
is there anything i dont want?! probably not..
what i want most ?
to have my love returned ?
or maybe having 1000 milion $?
or return someone from death?
there are just so many things that i want ..
why cant i have them all?

Change ?!

have i changed a lot in the past 3 years lets say ?!

I suppose i did i am more in harmony with who i am than i was before..

A very very ordinary day ...

You wake up and you just dont want to leave ur bed ..
u are running late and you hate to be late for your class, but as per usual you decide to sleep for another half an hour..
now you wont make it if you take your morning shower .. ( you normally take it anwyas )
so you just wash your face put ur 10 different face lotions then you add some Rockstar liquied to fix your hair you put ur contacts you chose the watch u want to wear ..
you want to wear your trench but you are going to school so you settle for a more modest jacket . now you chose your cologne you wear it take your sunglasses Tom Ford limited edition for Quantum of Solace you you think man you really look like him with short hair. Now you have to run becuase you are seriously late..
you make it to your class tho a little later than usual you realize that it is a waste of time to sit in that class and you just leave it anywasy.
it is hard to notice how much you are wasiting your time considering that Sept 20th 2009 comes once.

Pretty and lonely

pretty but lonely arent u ?!

Nostalgia

Ties: i remember my late grandfather had a closet full of ties in different styles colours textures materials some of them had their own boxes one was in a crystal box i could not reach the ties i was so little i was only four i remember i use to climb his tie closet and it wasnt easy for me i woud take the ties out and i could never put them back. he would always put them back himself i would always ask him to tie a tie for me. i remember i liked the skinny ties he would do it for me when he died i remember i asked my dad to do it for menow i have my own tie collection i have more than 30 ties i never wear ties but i keep buying them ... i have LV ties Etro Dior Lanvin Armani GF i even have one of my grandfathers handmade ties i have soprani signature pink tie i have roccobarocco Salvatore Ferragamo pucci fendi versace prada and yet i never wear ties i do wear ties once a year maybe but i take it off after 10 min i can never stand them to be honest tho i know all kind of knots windosr half windsor agnelli prat knot and so on i can never get it perfectly not even a four in hand i can never get it the way he use to.so why do i still buy them ?

how to become a good writer?

Hemingway so rightfuly said that to be a good writer one must be able to run ALL NAKED high noon on the Main Street in downtown with everyone watching him.....

A few honest men

A few honest men are better than numbers.

Oliver Cromwell

Few Honest men?! i would like to rephrase Cromwell few who worship you are better than numbers. seems like we all want to be praised and admired by others. we tend to take disagreement and criticism harshly and admiration of course with welcoming arms.

It is in our nature?!

Perhaps it is. If we think that religious books are holly and reflect the lords belifes then most certainly god is just as selfish and thirsty for admiration as we are.